Before exams, i was looking forward for holidays. During exams, i was hoping that exams will be longer so i will not have free time, after exams, i'm totally lost.
I've never thought that it will be so difficult to love.
I've went through all the ups and downs in my relationship with mark.
Just never thought that i will have to go through what i am going through now.
We are going through the most difficult moment in our lives.
I have made plans for my future. I know very well what i wanted to do after i graduate.
Now, i am not sure anymore. I do not know what has God planned for me.
Everyday i tell myself the same thing. Angie, please stay strong. Please!!!
No matter how many times i repeat the same sentence, i still can't find the strength to just smile and know that everything will be alright. I do not know if a separation would be categorized as "alright". This separation is not because we've changed or betrayal, but it is caused by something good. How difficult it is to accept something good which will eventually cause separation between us... I do not understand. I seriously don't.
I've never thought that it will be so difficult to love.
I've went through all the ups and downs in my relationship with mark.
Just never thought that i will have to go through what i am going through now.
We are going through the most difficult moment in our lives.
I have made plans for my future. I know very well what i wanted to do after i graduate.
Now, i am not sure anymore. I do not know what has God planned for me.
Everyday i tell myself the same thing. Angie, please stay strong. Please!!!
No matter how many times i repeat the same sentence, i still can't find the strength to just smile and know that everything will be alright. I do not know if a separation would be categorized as "alright". This separation is not because we've changed or betrayal, but it is caused by something good. How difficult it is to accept something good which will eventually cause separation between us... I do not understand. I seriously don't.
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is everything alright there? Based on your post, i wouldn't say that separation is always the best answer. We got to analyze the situation and find the best solution. Separation is like running away from the problem. Correct me if i am wrong.
Best wishes always,
Nick~~
hmm..thx nick.
i dunno. We are in a very complicated situation. Well, we are not running away from the problem. We are facing something which will bring much good in future. It's just that this is causing lots of hurts and tears. Hehe! But, i will stay strong. Don't worry. Mark & i are trying to make things sure for us. We want to be sure of our future together before jumping into a marriage or engagament. So, do keep us in ur prayers. :)