We have to face so many trials in life.
I have been facing many lately.

Finally, I thought I was stronger and something just makes me fall again.
I do not understand. I just want to have my life back. Leave me alone.

We cannot deny that we are weak beings.
We fall all the time.
We lie. We cheat. We hate. We cry.
But, we are also strong beings.
After all the crying, we pick ourselves up.
We think. We learn. We get wiser.

No matter how much pain we've endured, we must not give up hope.
Hope is the one word which keeps us going everyday.
Love is God. If we do not have love in us, we do not have God with us and in us.
But, as a human I am starting to fear love.

I never stopped loving but love stopped loving me.
I never stopped hoping but hope stopped hoping.
I never stopped trying but he stopped trying.

I do not understand love in the way I used to anymore.
To me, love was never just feelings but now it is clearly shown that love is just a feeling.

Am I not human?
Do I not feel?
Once, twice...three times...
I left my heart open...
Just waiting for love to return.
Love returned quick and left even quicker.

How am I supposed to know how to act?
How am I supposed to know what is true anymore?
The one person I trusted the most,
Left me here in the dark.

Although I am broken,
But I am loved by Jesus my eternal lover

Although I know I will not forget my past,
But God will bring me forward.

I am so blessed to be loved by the one person who loves me for who I am not only yesterday, today or tomorrow but forever.

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

The best feeling I've had was to hear this song. It was sung to me.

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

The words are perfect. Unfortunately, this does not apply to all. Only some lucky ones.
I will continue to pray that one day the words of this song will be true in all of us.

Love is patient and kind
Love is not jealous or boastful
It is not arrogant or rude
Love does not insist on its own way
It is not irritable or resentful
It does not rejoice at wrong
But rejoices in the right
Love bears all things
Believes all things
Hopes all things
Endures all things

Why do we always run away from what is true?
When we do not want to bear, believe, hope and endure any longer, we deny love.
We always choose the easy way out. Why?

It's always difficult!!! I find it very difficult in telling others to pick a harder right over an easy wrong. Even i find it difficult to knock some sense in my own head sometimes, what more trying to convince others. One good example would be trying to tell others about not having pre-marital sex.

Hmmph...this is something which may make others avoid me or even worse not talk to me at all. I made my choice to continue telling and might lose a friend. I hope that by losing this friend, I saved a life or maybe lives. There are reasons why i discourage pre-marital sex. Mainly because I am a Catholic. Before, i was very lost and I did not bother if pre-marital sex was ok or not. It didn't bother me. Fortunately, I woke up from my sleep. I realized that many lives are suffering due to pre-marital sex.

I think most of the people who have sex before marriage would be young people. Most of the time, girls allow themselves to have sex at a very young age because they believe that act will bring them closer to their partner. Have they ever thought about the consequences when they separate later on? Girls are usually the victim. They will be devastated and realized that they have lost everything to a guy who is never going to be there anymore.

Is it really very difficult to stay chaste until our wedding day? Why? What can be done to stay chaste? Wouldn't it be a great joy and true happiness to make love to your spouse whom you love and has vowed to be there for you no matter what happens? It is only right to give up your body to someone who will appreciate and love you no matter what your age is.

I've been looking for love and I have found real love.


Young love

Pei-Wern, Juliet, Sally and Ming having fun...

Top photo : They had mask on half of their face first and later on the other side...it'll be very bad of me to let them walk out with one side of their face brighter and firmer than the other side ..haha!!!

Bottom photo : Lip mask!!!!They all had kissable lips after the lip spa!!!woohoo



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This is Trisna. This is her photo after a skin care class. I like how the lip gloss gives her lips the shine.








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Here are photos of Juliet, Areen & Pei-Wern. This is their first skin care class!!!
They were busy chatting while applying moisturizer on their face. Discussing whose face deserves to win the "cleanest face" prize!!


Second photo : Angela in action! Was explaining about the basic steps we need to take in order to keep our skin clean and healthy! They were good students but just a little too chatty...you know la, G.I.R.L.S.

Bottom photo : Juliet in mask!Hmm...are you wondering if she's prettier with or without the mask??Check out other photos on Juliet in my later posts...

I had a packet of nasi lemak for breakfast. It costed me RM2.20. Only 'ikan bilis' and an egg but lucky me it was d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s. :)Very full now!!Fully charged for the whole day at work. I have to prepare some materials for a resume writing session now. Hopefully, the project will go on as planned.

Later this evening, I will be having a skin care class with Juliet & friends. Will post up some photos of the class soon, perhaps tomorrow.

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Uncle Franco is a very nice uncle because he doesn't speak much and does his stuff quietly. I got to know him when I was 16. He passed away yesterday due to some heart complications. It was very shocking. Uncle Franco's death just got me thinking. Do i appreciate the people around me?Especially my family and friends?People who cares for me? Do not leave anything unsaid or undone.

Say you're sorry when you've done something wrong.
Give someone a hug.It's free.
Smile more. It makes you a sweeter person.
Do not be too calculative.
Money is not everything.
Do not spend all of your time searching for more money but use your time to search for God and love.
We can go through a single moment only once. We can't go through today's 4.23p.m once more tomorrow. It is now or never.

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I was supposed to post up good news weeks ago but i haven't found the time to post up a blog.
Things have been going really well for Mark & I. We've gone through one of the biggest challenge in any relationships. What can't we handle together?

Things are clear now...so, both of us can sleep well every night. hehe!

Our God journeyed with us every second. If it wasn't for Him, we would not have been so happy together now. Thank you Jesus!

We are planning for marriage. But not now. Lots of preparation will be needed before a wedding. Firstly, we must both be ready. Be 100% sure that we are willing to sacrifice for each other and be committed as well. This will be the BIGGEST decision in my life. I know we will not regret our choice until the day we die.

The first week was rough. I had fever. Didn't do much. Couldn't do anything actually. I'm in my second week now. Not that bad. A very small but nice office:)
I'm currently doing my internship at Prucap. It is a risk management company. But it does other stuff as well. Events and all. I'm posting this post to advertise a website -www.career4u.com.my-
It is a website which is managed by this company. It helps graduates and anyone else to seek for a career. It offers free services, so should be good. Go!!!Check it out!!!!